It all started out ok, waking up only 15 minutes late into the schedule that I had given myself an extra hour on, but it all went (mostly) downhill from there. During class I was horribly tired, and although I had resolved to be a better student I found myself getting distracted by random thoughts and my Ipod. After class I went to the friend who I thought would have the paper, but found that she didn't so I went home and took a nap between classes. I felt bad because that's the only time I get to talk to Her, and I wasted it all on a stupid nap. I then went to the class, which wasn't much of a failure, actually a bit of a success. However, the class seemed kind of useless as it was just a reading about crazy old Japanese horror stories of what would happen if you were a bad wife. After the class I decided to try and swing by the paper holder's place to get it, but after "searching everywhere" for it she couldn't find it so I went back home after sitting in the cold outside waiting and hoping for something to help me with my report.
When I got home I began to pull the report out of thin air before discovering google scholar, which would have been useful to have before. I finally finished the report and had eaten dinner while writing it. I attempted to start working out, but my muscles hurt too much and I was too tired to finish even 5 minutes of yoga style exercises.
I was about to go to sleep when she brought up a fear that I had previously had, but I just buried down inside like everything else so that I can sleep. Of course, because it was now apparent to me I spent the better half of 2 hrs trying to find a solution. Not being able to find anything and not being able to sleep with it on my mind I decided watch TV to get my mind off it. However, the problem with internet TV is that what you want to watch is always on, so I got sucked into it and stayed up until 5. I then attempted to try and sleep but that never actually came about.
Drifted in and out of sleep while having weird dreams about people complaining about having to tutor multiple people at once so they can't sleep. I also noticed that my next door neighbor seemed to also have a sleepless night(I can see his light on through the wall).
I then tore myself out of bed because I had already skipped one lecture(the most boring of them all, and apparently was completely useless today as well) and I like the teacher from my second lecture. After that I went to lunch and got the odd combo of gyoza ramen(doesn't really work 'cause the gyoza gets all soggy in the soup). The next class was basically the same as always, the teacher kinda amazed me by the fact that he was able to perfectly finish a lesson without having to start the next(last day of classes). The final class was quite scary, as I had just turned in a report that I know I didn't write too well. I had thought that the teacher wouldn't really care about how well the report was written, but when I turned it in she started asking questions about what I had meant to say, apparently my Japanese is that bad. We were asked to write about a couple things from over the semester that had left an impression on us, and while looking for stuff to write about I came across the paper that I couldn't find the night before.
Finally finished the day, 1 day closer to going back to where I never should have left. From now I'm going to try and get started on one of my last 2 essays, hopefully get it cranked out either by tonight or tomorrow. With the whole not sleeping thing I really doubt I'm going to get the energy/motivation to work out tonight, which is quite disappointing. However, I do plan on heading over to the gym tomorrow and actually doing some real weight, so that maybe I can gain some body mass back.
Dinner tonight will probably be hard boiled egg salad, thought I've seen it in a restaurant before so I don't think it could turn out too horrible, and if it does, I have backup curry udon.
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